I want to serve You better

Forgive me Lord !!! is the only thing in my mind now.. I went to GB meeting just now and I realized that I did nothing this year... Wat a wasted year.. OMG!!! wat have I done... Father..pls forgive me.. help me to serve u better in the coming years.. give me new ideas, grant me wisdom to teach them, help me to love them even more.. Father, give me a thirsty heart that always long for your words.. help me to read the bible daily and pray daily.. help me to grow spiritually and to become more and more like You.. help me o Lord.