Christmas is a time to love

16 Dec 2009, 12 pm

Christmas is coming, my diary was fully marked with church activities almost every night.. eventhough it's the bussiest month but for me it's the best time of the year..
This Christmas I was scratching my head thinking of Christmas gifts for my loved ones but I really cant think of any special gift that I wish for myself but I only wish tat more and more ppl will hear the good news of Christ and more lives will be save especially those most dear to me.. all the BB and GB boys and Girls who will soon leave SDK ... pray that salvation will come to them

Poor Little Doggie at the Roadside

12 Oct 2009, 10:11 am

On my way to work today I saw a poor little doggie at the roadside somewhere along Jalan Lintas Sibuga Highway.. At first I thought it was a sheep... a dirty sheep but as I drove further only then I realized it was a dog.. a long-hairy dog. This little dog was so dirty, mud covered all the body and head. It seems like for years this poor little thing didnt receive any proper treatment or even shower.. wat a cruel owner !!! this poor little thing wouldnt be in such a way if the owner takes good care of him/her. He/ She seems looking around for food or perhaps looking for help.. wish that someone would come and save him/her.

I continued to drive but my mind couldnt stop thinking about this poor little doggie as I drive to office.. So I took a U turn and think of doing something...... I drove slowly along the highway..and I saw this poor doggie again at the roadside..this time he/she lifted up its head and stared at me as my car passed through him/her slowly.. I felt so pity for this poor thing. I looked closer..all the hair were half long and badly knitted as never been trimmed or cut, the skin was not infected but only bold at certain part of the skin. I could see this poor thing is not a sick dog and it's still healthy.. I wish I could do something to him/her but I was so helpless. I couldnt do anything..If I got a cage or driving a double cab.. I will take him/her away. I believe this ugly thing will look as pretty as other pure breed doggie if it received proper treatment. I wondered wat a cruel thing the owner had done to this doggie. His/ Her owner was such an idiot and unresponsible person!!! Really bad and useles owner !! and if I saw this poor little thing again for the third time.. I will do something ....

Paddle or Die

14 Sept 2009, 12:51pm

Back to 30 Aug 2009
Forward !!! Forward !! was the only words I remembered.. I was looking forward and was so excited abt this adventure trip but it ended up nearly cost my life. Thanks God that my whole team was safe and none of us injured or hurt. The moments my boat overturned at Cobra rapid.. I experienced the fear of being drowned and the first thing tat came to my mind was... I afraid of losing my loved ones..of course CK Man was the first person I think of... I never thought that the waves were so strong and huge and it frigtened me ..eventhough I could swim but I felt helpless and couldnt do anything and just let the waves carried me all the way through the rapid until the water was steady and still. The kayak came to a rescue and placed me on the river side where he turned to others for rescue..after I got back my breath...I kept looking around for my team and saw none of them..I was very worrying at that time and pray that God will gather them safety... abt a few seconds I saw my boat coming near me carrying CK Man, Kevin, Ken and his wife.. I jumped into the boat and then saw Andrew and Yung on other team boat... I really thanks God that all of us were safe...

The journey continued a few minutes later and we were told to paddle more and more especially in the rapids if not our boat will be overturned by the strong waves...tat was the most challenging moments in my life where I recall the motto for this adventure activity is ' Paddle or Die'. From that moment, I paddled as hard as I could and we were able to finish the battle without the second overturn.. after all, in was fun, though but as I recalled back those moments when our boat overturned ..we were indeed in a very dangerous situation. We could have drowned or even hit to the rock and injured ourselves... Only now I understand why my mom never allow us to go for rafting. I also encourage those who can't swim will never ever try this activity as it will cost your life...

Peaceful August

29/08/2009, 9:38am

Seems like the month of August was a peaceful and quiet month for me as I found myself didnt update my blog at all... good things also meaning tat I have less thing to worry and concern abt ..

Well, I'll be leaving to KK for a break in the afternoon after waited for so long.. and this time a part from going shopping, I'll be going to have so much of fun under the sun in Pulau Sapi and water rafting at Padas River.. I should be happy about this but things turned out the other way round.. my mom warned me many times since I told her I'll be going to KK for holiday..She also kept reminding me especially this morning not to swim or near the water where I'm going to do both.. I feel bad abt this but I hope my mom will understand tat I'm not doing anything harmful to myself.. I have longed to go rafting since long time ago and it will be a part of my life achievement to experience that.. If I listened to my mom all these while..not doing this and that..until now I will not had gone through all the fun tat I've had.. I hope my mom will understand me and the reason I'm not letting her know is to avoid her from worrying too much..

God Answers Prayer

15 July 2009, 9:54 am

The Youth Fellowship Election cum AGM was conducted smoothly. God indeed is a God who listen to my cry. He understands my needs and he knows exactly where to place us in order to serve Him better. I thanks God for answering my prayer. Last week I was so upset and blamed God for many things... for giving me so much of burden until I have no time for myself.. I pray that God will forgive me for all my sinful thoughts.. but now I can feel His presence with me for He shows His mercy and compassion to me in this election.. He has reasons for everything and everyone and he knows exactly where to place us. I really thanks God for this election which had been conducted so smoothly and for all the brothers and sisters that work so well for this fellowship. I believe what we've done, the time and effort that we've sacrificed for this ministry will bring glory to His name and in return He will shower us with His blessing bountifully. Praise God for everything.

I also thanks God for the election of Young Leader Council on Sunday. Me and captain were having a hard time in choosing the right person to be the president next year. We also worry that the person that we are going to choose might not be the one that the girls agree or respect. But after so much of discussions and studies we decided to let the girls choose among themselves instead of we appoint the president and God once again shows himself that He is a faithful and true God and a God who listen to those who pray in the name of Jesus. The president that was elected was the one that we has in mind from the very beginning. thanks God .. After all these, I've learned a lesson again which is ..we need not worry so much for God will be in our midst in everything that we asked and prayed in His Name. He is not deaf nor sleep..he listens and understands.. I also believe that he will shows us much more things in the years to come for the BB and GB. I hope that this important ministry in our church will continue to grow and shine as light to all the young people in the school that more souls will be save and bring glory to His name.

My cry to God

9 July 2009, 2:10pm

It's hard to voice out wats exactly inside my heart to someone..only God alone understands me.. I've been serving in the church for various ministries and for such a long time until I hardly reserve time for myself.. I want a balance life but I found that I have neglected my family and things arround me.. sometimes I feel that we as Christian need to serve God willingly, without complaints, joyfully but with the situation where I am now..I'm totally NOT happy with it. I ever think of giving up either 1 post in the church but I'm not able cause every ministries in the church need people.. young and old to serve Him...Thats why after thinking for so..long and making decision to drop 1 post I couldnt make it..Why people in our church can be so cold hearted, self centered and only think of themselves. Dont they know how Jesus Christ die for them and for us on the cross? Dont they realized that everything they have today..good health, lovely family, good job, money ...etc..all these are given by God..why they in turn wants to treat God in such a way.. Is it a killing job to serve the Almighty one? I feel very dissappointed .. this is my cry to God to raise up more people especially young people.. not only by words but by action to serve God for action speaks louder than words and bring more lives to Him.. Young and old must also remember ..there is no retirement in serving God..no matter how old are u..the ministries need u.. I feel sad and my heart's bitter when I see young people falling apart and away from God.. young people were supposed to be the soldiers in the kingdom of God as they are the strongest, the most powerful among all and they are the one whom can do great things for God..and yet many running away from God.

Church election coming, youth election falls on Monday, the post of captain will be changed next year ..seems like everything also connected with me... help me Lord.. I'm not running away from all these.. but why everything me? wat abt the others? I know this is wrong in God's sight.. but I just want to let go of the feelings inside my heart now.

Give Thanks to God

03 July 2009, 3.37pm

I thanks God for being our provider and protector throughout our Mount Kinabalu Climb on 20 June 2009. It was an amazing trip. Throughout the climb I was so amazed by the natural sorroudings around me where all the plants, trees and etc were created so perfectly under God's hand.. there is none other Creator than Him who could covered the land and florished it with magnificant plants and animals. God indeed is a great designer ...
Throughout the journey I could also experience God's protection with us.. He has given us clear weather expecially during our climb to Low's Peak where the sky was so............clear. It was so clear and bright until we could even seen those pieces of lands far away and miles away from the mountain.. It was such a good experienced and it really opened my eyes to see the wonders tat God has created. I also thanks God that he has granted me strength and health even as I grew older I was able to climb the mountain without any problems and the best thing was that I was able to reach the summit before sunrise at 5:30am. This was the earliest record I've ever made..really proud of myself.. haha!!. I didnt even suffered long from musle pain after the climb.

Besides all these, I also thanks God for this group of buddies.. God is so good to me that He surrounds me with good friends Gha Huong, Bryan, Pui Su, Clement and Tay as well as loving cousins.. Andrew, Kevin and Philip. I cherish and treasure every moments that we spent on the mountain.. God also enabled me to experience the fellowship, fun and love from them.. I thanks Bryan for being so patience with me during our journey down from Laban Rata where I walked like snail...Haha !!! I really appreciated that...thanks God for such a good brother and also the friendship that growed and stayed inside our heart for so long... In this adventure trip, God also once again reminds me that He is always by my side all the times... being my protector, my guidiance and my provider and we as children of God were being taken good care by Him and safety protected under His almighty hand. Therefore, we need not to worry about anything for God is in the midst of us and under control of all things......

Treasure every moment

23 June 2009, 4:43pm
Time to update my blog again.. there were lot of things, events and etc happened recently until I hardly recalled back .. So, I will only remarks here those sweet memories in my mind that I still remember deep in my heart..

Back to 16 June 2009, Man's 32nd Birthday
Today is Man's 32nd birthday.. I give thanks to God for keeping him safe in His arms for 32 years...providing him with all that he needs as well as good health.. I also want to thanks God for healing him after suffered so long from virus infection recently.. I pray that God would continue to grant him good health and protect him from all kind of diceases as I still need to go through another 32 yrs + 32 yrs with him.. without him life for me will be filled with loneliness and sadness... I thanks God for being our counsellor and provider in our relationship for 8 years.. there were so much of ups and downs emerged in our relationship in these 8 years but God is so gracious and faithfull in our relationship that He is able to turn everything from bad to good.. this is my prayer to God that He will continue to provide us with a loving and caring heart among each other, honesty and most important of all... loyalty and faithfullness in our heart.. I also want to thanks Man for loving me with an uncondition love in these 8 years..I hope that this love will continue to grow in our hearts as long as we live...

Seeking God's Answer

11 June 2009, 11:51pm
back again.. I was told by my brother that he saw spider web in my blog yesterday. Well, I didnt update my blog for quite sometimes as I have so much to write and dunno where to start. But anyway, I just started with wat's on my mind now.. Ok. these few weeks happened a lot of things in my life.. first, I went for the National Officers Retreat cum AGM last week in Sibu and my spirit was moved and touched by all the sharings and testimonies that I heard there.. but one thing I need to seek God's guidiance..our application to be registered under the ROY (Registrar of Youth) was rejected due to several reasons and now our movement will remains in ROS (Registrar of Society) which was at the very beginning voted by the Sabah Group Council and I think it is God's will that after all these voting and discussion and finally came to an answer. I praise God for this where by remaining in ROS our membership will not be affected and our officers and captains which is above 40 yrs old can still carry on with their duties. Now come to my point, at first when captain Carol announced this incident which the post I remember was during the church carolling last year Dec 2008 and asked me to be the captain. I was totally not ready and couldnt accept the post but after so much of discussion and encouragements I finally started to accept this post and pray about it..but after a few months and now back from the retreat in Sibu and finally got to know where the post of captain need not to be changed. I was so happy and glad that I dont need to take up the challenge but thats not the end. .from my point of view I can sense that Cpt Carol wants me to take up the post eventhough the rules remains the same but my heart refused to accept it. It changed immediately.. So, I really need God's guidiance for this matter. Seriously, I really not ready for this challenge. I am a shy person, I hate church council meeting, I definitely dislike speaking in front of many.. but yet God placed me in this situation ..to be a captain..

The danger of not spreading the good news..

27 May 2009, 11.55pm
Today seems like my work wasn't going that smooth. My boss called me in and told me that I didnt conduct my job in a proper way (undirectly) which made me so upset for the whole day. However, I thanks God for helping me to figure out way to handle the prob. I also realized that I did neglect one of my colleague where she has been given so many things to do and yet another colleague of mine was so free. So now I have a better plan for them. So, from today onward I will put more concentration on this matter.
Just now I joined my church prayer meeting. It was led by Rev James Wong. Thanks God that I didnt miss it. It made me suddenly woke up and made my brain started to think when Rev started the message and also showed us the video clip. I felt so uneasy as I realized how danger we are as Christian in this world if we didnt preach the gospel to the world. One day, the world will be ruled by the evil one. Maybe it's rediculous but it will happened in the future if we as Christian didnt do our part. So, all my chrisitan friends out there. Wake up!! Be alert!! and dont fall asleep.. spread the good news of our Lord Jesus Christ wherever and whenever you are and most importantly to our loved ones. Dont let the evil one take control of this world. It is also important that all churches work together and pray hard that more lives will be saved. To all my christian friends out there, be salt and light to ppl around u and win souls for Christ. I am so upset when I heard friends or relatives around me losing their faith and changing their direction of life but from today onward I will pray for them that they might gain back their faith which was once lost and will never let them go for I believe that God will turn everything bad to good that one day their testmonies will be shared and win others to God. I will also pray that the evil one will stop ruining their lives and dissappear at once...

The day I started my blog

26 May 2009, 7:20pm
Today I started my blog with the help of my brother.. The reason I wanted to create my own blog was because I wish to record everyday of my life and make sure that it was spent in a meaningful way. Life in this earth is just a short journey..thats why it is important that everyday of our life is spent in a way that pleases God.