Tuesday, July 14, 2009

God Answers Prayer

15 July 2009, 9:54 am
The Youth Fellowship Election cum AGM was conducted smoothly. God indeed is a God who listen to my cry. He understands my needs and he knows exactly where to place us in order to serve Him better. I thanks God for answering my prayer. Last week I was so upset and blamed God for many things... for giving me so much of burden until I have no time for myself.. I pray that God will forgive me for all my sinful thoughts.. but now I can feel His presence with me for He shows His mercy and compassion to me in this election.. He has reasons for everything and everyone and he knows exactly where to place us. I really thanks God for this election which had been conducted so smoothly and for all the brothers and sisters that work so well for this fellowship. I believe what we've done, the time and effort that we've sacrificed for this ministry will bring glory to His name and in return He will shower us with His blessing bountifully. Praise God for everything.
I also thanks God for the election of Young Leader Council on Sunday. Me and captain were having a hard time in choosing the right person to be the president next year. We also worry that the person that we are going to choose might not be the one that the girls agree or respect. But after so much of discussions and studies we decided to let the girls choose among themselves instead of we appoint the president and God once again shows himself that He is a faithful and true God and a God who listen to those who pray in the name of Jesus. The president that was elected was the one that we has in mind from the very beginning. thanks God .. After all these, I've learned a lesson again which is ..we need not worry so much for God will be in our midst in everything that we asked and prayed in His Name. He is not deaf nor sleep..he listens and understands.. I also believe that he will shows us much more things in the years to come for the BB and GB. I hope that this important ministry in our church will continue to grow and shine as light to all the young people in the school that more souls will be save and bring glory to His name.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

My cry to God

9 July 2009, 2:10pm
It's hard to voice out wats exactly inside my heart to someone..only God alone understands me.. I've been serving in the church for various ministries and for such a long time until I hardly reserve time for myself.. I want a balance life but I found that I have neglected my family and things arround me.. sometimes I feel that we as Christian need to serve God willingly, without complaints, joyfully but with the situation where I am now..I'm totally NOT happy with it. I ever think of giving up either 1 post in the church but I'm not able cause every ministries in the church need people.. young and old to serve Him...Thats why after thinking for so..long and making decision to drop 1 post I couldnt make it..Why people in our church can be so cold hearted, self centered and only think of themselves. Dont they know how Jesus Christ die for them and for us on the cross? Dont they realized that everything they have today..good health, lovely family, good job, money ...etc..all these are given by God..why they in turn wants to treat God in such a way.. Is it a killing job to serve the Almighty one? I feel very dissappointed .. this is my cry to God to raise up more people especially young people.. not only by words but by action to serve God for action speaks louder than words and bring more lives to Him.. Young and old must also remember ..there is no retirement in serving God..no matter how old are u..the ministries need u.. I feel sad and my heart's bitter when I see young people falling apart and away from God.. young people were supposed to be the soldiers in the kingdom of God as they are the strongest, the most powerful among all and they are the one whom can do great things for God..and yet many running away from God.
Church election coming, youth election falls on Monday, the post of captain will be changed next year ..seems like everything also connected with me... help me Lord.. I'm not running away from all these.. but why everything me? wat abt the others? I know this is wrong in God's sight.. but I just want to let go of the feelings inside my heart now.

Friday, July 3, 2009

Give Thanks to God








































03 July 2009, 3.37pm

I thanks God for being our provider and protector throughout our Mount Kinabalu Climb on 20 June 2009. It was an amazing trip. Throughout the climb I was so amazed by the natural sorroudings around me where all the plants, trees and etc were created so perfectly under God's hand.. there is none other Creator than Him who could covered the land and florished it with magnificant plants and animals. God indeed is a great designer ...
Throughout the journey I could also experience God's protection with us.. He has given us clear weather expecially during our climb to Low's Peak where the sky was so............clear. It was so clear and bright until we could even seen those pieces of lands far away and miles away from the mountain.. It was such a good experienced and it really opened my eyes to see the wonders tat God has created. I also thanks God that he has granted me strength and health even as I grew older I was able to climb the mountain without any problems and the best thing was that I was able to reach the summit before sunrise at 5:30am. This was the earliest record I've ever made..really proud of myself.. haha!!. I didnt even suffered long from musle pain after the climb.


Besides all these, I also thanks God for this group of buddies.. God is so good to me that He surrounds me with good friends Gha Huong, Bryan, Pui Su, Clement and Tay as well as loving cousins.. Andrew, Kevin and Philip. I cherish and treasure every moments that we spent on the mountain.. God also enabled me to experience the fellowship, fun and love from them.. I thanks Bryan for being so patience with me during our journey down from Laban Rata where I walked like snail...Haha !!! I really appreciated that...thanks God for such a good brother and also the friendship that growed and stayed inside our heart for so long... In this adventure trip, God also once again reminds me that He is always by my side all the times... being my protector, my guidiance and my provider and we as children of God were being taken good care by Him and safety protected under His almighty hand. Therefore, we need not to worry about anything for God is in the midst of us and under control of all things......