Wednesday, November 10, 2010

I want to serve You better

Forgive me Lord !!! is the only thing in my mind now.. I went to GB meeting just now and I realized that I did nothing this year... Wat a wasted year.. OMG!!! wat have I done... Father..pls forgive me.. help me to serve u better in the coming years.. give me new ideas, grant me wisdom to teach them, help me to love them even more.. Father, give me a thirsty heart that always long for your words.. help me to read the bible daily and pray daily.. help me to grow spiritually and to become more and more like You.. help me o Lord.

Friday, October 15, 2010

I am married





















16.10.2010
I missed out many pages and finally came to this one after getting married for more than 2 months. After all the life's big issue.. house renovation.. moving in... getting married.. and honeymoon.. I finally came to the stage where I can really settled down and go through a normal life.. for the past 6 months.. I hardly had a good day.. worried these and that.. this done and whats next ? and what nexts again? GOSH !! thanks God that it's once in a lifetime.. but after all, I thanks God for being with me all these while... he guided me and eventhough there were many unexpected circumstances but we were able to go through it well..
I also give thanks to God to all my friends and loved ones for the sacrifices in terms of their precious times, efforts, ideas, monies and etc for my wedding.. all these I will never forget and it makes me understand how important FRIENDS are...
but most importantly, I thanks God for my hubby.. he is such a great man. .with patience and love for me that no matter how worst I treated him.. he still treat me like we first met.. This is the most valuable gift that God has given to me.. and he loves me with all his heart..just like christ love the church and willing to sacifice His own body for it.. We enountered lots of problems in the whole process of our wedding and also in our new home renovation and yet he never lose his temper and patience. I thanks God for Him.
I thanks God also that we managed to go through this financial crisis of our life under His almighty hands... he supplied when we need and sometimes even we didnt ask.. yet he also provides to our needs.. He is such a great God...
My wedding eventhough for me is not a perfect one.. but it's the most sweetiest one and there's nothing much I could ask for. Seems like I cant finished praising God.. but thats wat touches my heart.. I wish that I will grow up spiritually and continue to serve Him faithfully and whole-heartedly in any forms of services to Him. Amen......