Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Treasure every moment






23 June 2009, 4:43pm
Time to update my blog again.. there were lot of things, events and etc happened recently until I hardly recalled back .. So, I will only remarks here those sweet memories in my mind that I still remember deep in my heart..

Back to 16 June 2009, Man's 32nd Birthday
Today is Man's 32nd birthday.. I give thanks to God for keeping him safe in His arms for 32 years...providing him with all that he needs as well as good health.. I also want to thanks God for healing him after suffered so long from virus infection recently.. I pray that God would continue to grant him good health and protect him from all kind of diceases as I still need to go through another 32 yrs + 32 yrs with him.. without him life for me will be filled with loneliness and sadness... I thanks God for being our counsellor and provider in our relationship for 8 years.. there were so much of ups and downs emerged in our relationship in these 8 years but God is so gracious and faithfull in our relationship that He is able to turn everything from bad to good.. this is my prayer to God that He will continue to provide us with a loving and caring heart among each other, honesty and most important of all... loyalty and faithfullness in our heart.. I also want to thanks Man for loving me with an uncondition love in these 8 years..I hope that this love will continue to grow in our hearts as long as we live...

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Seeking God's Answer

11 June 2009, 11:51pm
back again.. I was told by my brother that he saw spider web in my blog yesterday. Well, I didnt update my blog for quite sometimes as I have so much to write and dunno where to start. But anyway, I just started with wat's on my mind now.. Ok. these few weeks happened a lot of things in my life.. first, I went for the National Officers Retreat cum AGM last week in Sibu and my spirit was moved and touched by all the sharings and testimonies that I heard there.. but one thing I need to seek God's guidiance..our application to be registered under the ROY (Registrar of Youth) was rejected due to several reasons and now our movement will remains in ROS (Registrar of Society) which was at the very beginning voted by the Sabah Group Council and I think it is God's will that after all these voting and discussion and finally came to an answer. I praise God for this where by remaining in ROS our membership will not be affected and our officers and captains which is above 40 yrs old can still carry on with their duties. Now come to my point, at first when captain Carol announced this incident which the post I remember was during the church carolling last year Dec 2008 and asked me to be the captain. I was totally not ready and couldnt accept the post but after so much of discussion and encouragements I finally started to accept this post and pray about it..but after a few months and now back from the retreat in Sibu and finally got to know where the post of captain need not to be changed. I was so happy and glad that I dont need to take up the challenge but thats not the end. .from my point of view I can sense that Cpt Carol wants me to take up the post eventhough the rules remains the same but my heart refused to accept it. It changed immediately.. So, I really need God's guidiance for this matter. Seriously, I really not ready for this challenge. I am a shy person, I hate church council meeting, I definitely dislike speaking in front of many.. but yet God placed me in this situation ..to be a captain..

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

The danger of not spreading the good news..

27 May 2009, 11.55pm
Today seems like my work wasn't going that smooth. My boss called me in and told me that I didnt conduct my job in a proper way (undirectly) which made me so upset for the whole day. However, I thanks God for helping me to figure out way to handle the prob. I also realized that I did neglect one of my colleague where she has been given so many things to do and yet another colleague of mine was so free. So now I have a better plan for them. So, from today onward I will put more concentration on this matter.
Just now I joined my church prayer meeting. It was led by Rev James Wong. Thanks God that I didnt miss it. It made me suddenly woke up and made my brain started to think when Rev started the message and also showed us the video clip. I felt so uneasy as I realized how danger we are as Christian in this world if we didnt preach the gospel to the world. One day, the world will be ruled by the evil one. Maybe it's rediculous but it will happened in the future if we as Christian didnt do our part. So, all my chrisitan friends out there. Wake up!! Be alert!! and dont fall asleep.. spread the good news of our Lord Jesus Christ wherever and whenever you are and most importantly to our loved ones. Dont let the evil one take control of this world. It is also important that all churches work together and pray hard that more lives will be saved. To all my christian friends out there, be salt and light to ppl around u and win souls for Christ. I am so upset when I heard friends or relatives around me losing their faith and changing their direction of life but from today onward I will pray for them that they might gain back their faith which was once lost and will never let them go for I believe that God will turn everything bad to good that one day their testmonies will be shared and win others to God. I will also pray that the evil one will stop ruining their lives and dissappear at once...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

The day I started my blog

26 May 2009, 7:20pm
Today I started my blog with the help of my brother.. The reason I wanted to create my own blog was because I wish to record everyday of my life and make sure that it was spent in a meaningful way. Life in this earth is just a short journey..thats why it is important that everyday of our life is spent in a way that pleases God.