Seeking God's Answer

11 June 2009, 11:51pm
back again.. I was told by my brother that he saw spider web in my blog yesterday. Well, I didnt update my blog for quite sometimes as I have so much to write and dunno where to start. But anyway, I just started with wat's on my mind now.. Ok. these few weeks happened a lot of things in my life.. first, I went for the National Officers Retreat cum AGM last week in Sibu and my spirit was moved and touched by all the sharings and testimonies that I heard there.. but one thing I need to seek God's guidiance..our application to be registered under the ROY (Registrar of Youth) was rejected due to several reasons and now our movement will remains in ROS (Registrar of Society) which was at the very beginning voted by the Sabah Group Council and I think it is God's will that after all these voting and discussion and finally came to an answer. I praise God for this where by remaining in ROS our membership will not be affected and our officers and captains which is above 40 yrs old can still carry on with their duties. Now come to my point, at first when captain Carol announced this incident which the post I remember was during the church carolling last year Dec 2008 and asked me to be the captain. I was totally not ready and couldnt accept the post but after so much of discussion and encouragements I finally started to accept this post and pray about it..but after a few months and now back from the retreat in Sibu and finally got to know where the post of captain need not to be changed. I was so happy and glad that I dont need to take up the challenge but thats not the end. .from my point of view I can sense that Cpt Carol wants me to take up the post eventhough the rules remains the same but my heart refused to accept it. It changed immediately.. So, I really need God's guidiance for this matter. Seriously, I really not ready for this challenge. I am a shy person, I hate church council meeting, I definitely dislike speaking in front of many.. but yet God placed me in this situation ..to be a captain..