My cry to God

9 July 2009, 2:10pm

It's hard to voice out wats exactly inside my heart to someone..only God alone understands me.. I've been serving in the church for various ministries and for such a long time until I hardly reserve time for myself.. I want a balance life but I found that I have neglected my family and things arround me.. sometimes I feel that we as Christian need to serve God willingly, without complaints, joyfully but with the situation where I am now..I'm totally NOT happy with it. I ever think of giving up either 1 post in the church but I'm not able cause every ministries in the church need people.. young and old to serve Him...Thats why after thinking for so..long and making decision to drop 1 post I couldnt make it..Why people in our church can be so cold hearted, self centered and only think of themselves. Dont they know how Jesus Christ die for them and for us on the cross? Dont they realized that everything they have today..good health, lovely family, good job, money ...etc..all these are given by God..why they in turn wants to treat God in such a way.. Is it a killing job to serve the Almighty one? I feel very dissappointed .. this is my cry to God to raise up more people especially young people.. not only by words but by action to serve God for action speaks louder than words and bring more lives to Him.. Young and old must also remember ..there is no retirement in serving God..no matter how old are u..the ministries need u.. I feel sad and my heart's bitter when I see young people falling apart and away from God.. young people were supposed to be the soldiers in the kingdom of God as they are the strongest, the most powerful among all and they are the one whom can do great things for God..and yet many running away from God.

Church election coming, youth election falls on Monday, the post of captain will be changed next year ..seems like everything also connected with me... help me Lord.. I'm not running away from all these.. but why everything me? wat abt the others? I know this is wrong in God's sight.. but I just want to let go of the feelings inside my heart now.